I hung up the phone, called and told Molly the whole story.

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When I arrived in LA, I was driven to a hotel about two blocks from LAX, told I wasn't allowed to leave my room for any reason unless escorted by a member of the crew and given $25 to survive on for the next three days eating nothing but room service.

Over the next two days of casting calls I met five other women. We were nothing alike. They were young, average pretty and innocent. They had wide eyes and giggled a lot.

The casting agent phoned two weeks later.

"Hi there. Good news. Guess what? You have totally been cast on the show. Congratulations! Are you just totally psyched or what? Oh my God. Isn't this great. Are you crying?"

I packed my bags, told my friends I was going to Liberia for two weeks and set out for the West.

My plane dropped down at LAX and I was met by a production assistant. She drove me to a hotel and the next morning a young woman arrived to be my chaperone for the day. We took a walk up to the Hollywood Hills. She called it hiking. I learned the premise of the show. A bunch of single men and women living in the same house, competing for the affections of a 'bachelor and a bachelorette'.

It sounded cheesy. Christ, this is going to be a career killer.

But c'mon, what a story.

Two days later, I stepped out of a Lincoln Town car in front of a house in Agoura Hills California. A crew of a least thirty stared at my quivering lip and the sweat dripping down my arms. A dozen halogen lamps illuminated my already shiny forehead. Bulbs flashed. Photos were taken. Six different cameras pulled focus with every step I took. Someone called for silence on the set. And then another car pulled up and an average looking man stepped out.

"Hi, nice to meet you. What's your name?"

More cars pulled up to the house and more people emerged to soak in the lights and take the glare off my plastic smile. When I am nervous, I make conversation. Usually coupled with awkward laughter.

I asked everyone their name, occupation, home town. Periodically, someone from the crew would yell for quiet. But my anxiety propelled me to continue.

I whispered under my breath to the unfortunately named Ferrari standing next to me, "where did they find you?"

"My agent. I just got the call yesterday."

The director called for complete silence and ordered a re-shoot. Disbelief measurably registered on my face.

Three days of casting calls, interviews with a psychiatrist, blood tests and a thorough doctor's examination and she just got the call yesterday?

By the time the shows host arrived to formally introduce the fourteen strangely average men and women to the most superficial woman and two dimensional man I'd ever met, I had been stewing over Ferraris answer for thirty minutes.

The Host with a bad blonde dye job and fake British accent introduced the show. "You seven men and seven women will be living in this house together over the next two weeks. All the while, competing for alone time with this fabulous bachelor and bachelorette. At the end of two weeks, these two will be forced to choose someone with whom they believe they could pursue a future. Will it be you?"

Please. I wouldn't date a single man here. Ridiculous.

Ferrari had tipped me off. Something was not what it seemed.

Over the next 48 hours I was a skeptic. Ridiculous contests flowed out of the producers. I did a strip tease with a partner dressed as a dog and a T-bone steak. I wrestled with an inked stripper while trying to pop balloons filled with whip cream firmly safety-pinned to her breasts. I held a yoga position for twenty minutes, danced in a Conga line chained to fifteen people, and dug for hot dogs in a vat filled with a naked model and mashed potatoes.

The sexual innuendo threatened to make me unemployable in Washington DC. Exactly how much are people willing to do just to be on MTV? To add to the strangeness the other contestants never wanted to talk about themselves. What reality TV contestant is not completely self absorbed and attention seeking?

I was done when a Jessica Simpson look-alike pulled me into the bathroom to tell me about her former food fetish porn career starring in the ill titled 'Porked'n'Beans'. Mid-story, the camera man had to turn off the camera and change the battery. Cami stopped talking, patiently waited until the camera turned back on, and then flowed back into her emotional story.

I was Truman on the Truman Show. And I was done being made a fool of.

I approached the producers. They labeled me a conspiracy theorist. They told me I was killing the comedy. Relax. Enjoy.

I think they knew they were losing my interest. Because later that night they staged an elaborate 'eviction ceremony' that fell apart in a dramatic twist. The bachelor and one of the bachelorettes started yelling obscenities at one another. I started laughing. And then the host looked at me and announced to the cameras.

"This almost seems rehearsed. Doesn't it?"

What?

"We've been fooling you."

I was right. The show was a fake. Except for me and one of the single men, everyone living in the house was an actor playing a part in a grand practical joke set to air on Spike TV in three months. The producers explained that they were trying to parody reality TV and thought two innocent victims who thought it was all real would be really hysterical.

They brought me into a back room filled with cameras and directors and editors. They clapped like I had done something. But I hadn't. They clapped to make me feel better about what they were doing to me.

After they revealed the hoax, they offered me a script and the promise of a $100,000 if I could keep fooling the other guy. They needed me to help keep him convinced. But I knew they just didn't want to loose two days of film that had already been shot.

Of course, I said yes.

Why not?

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I read my script, I signed some papers, and my experience quickly changed. No longer was I the center of attention amongst several other normal people living under a camera for the first time. Now I was odd woman out amongst a lot of LA character actors. I watched as they paced outside the trailer smoking cigarettes and talking on their cells to their agents about negotiating more screen time.

This culture of ego, professionalism and Hollywood drive were way out of my league. This experience took me from being the coolest kid in school, to being the new kid just transferred in from public school, completely isolated and completely unworthy to sit at the lunch table with the cheerleaders and jocks.

Not easing the transition, were the two geeky and sarcastic comedy writers that got some sort of sick pleasure out of convincing me various married and disinterested cast members harbored secret crushes on me. They took turns asking me every day who I was going to have sex with at the wrap party.

Unfortunately, I never got a chance to make that decision. Fourteen days later they taped the last episode, finally revealing the truth to my unsuspecting male counterpart.